Bye Breezy Posters :(.

What my bedroom walls used to look like.  Before this lady I call mom told me to take down my posters .

Pissed.

So today this lady that I call mom made me take down all of my Chris Brown posters. She said that she was tired of looking at them. Grrr. Come on now were they really brothering you. I really just don’t understand. So now it feels like my room isn’t even mine because there are no posters on the wall. I don’t even think I’m going to sleep in there tonight. This is just really going to ad onto my depression. I can’t take this anymore.  And I was almost back to the old Keyana too. I seriously need to get outta this house. Or there will be a problem.

Feeling a little better.

So I’m feeling a lot better. Well atleats better then I was feeling yesterday. Through out the who day I really didn’t talk to anyone. I basically I thought about nothing this whole day. If I keep going at this rate the old Keyana will be BACK. I think my next step will be to have some alone time with myself. But I’m getting there.

Depression ?

Lately my moods have been very weird. I have been getting mad or sad at the littlest things. I just have so much on my mind right now and no one to talk to. Because I feel like no one understands me. It is getting to a point where I’m getting headaches. I think I need to take the time out to clear my mind and get myself together. Because if I don’t soon. This is really going to be a BIG problem. so hopefully in a couple of days the old Keyana will be BACK.

Chris Brown “Crawl”

  Personally this is the best video that Chris has ever made. Hands down.